Tears Drop down

I'm really starting to get a passion by the cine after i saw " The perks of being a wallflower "
Yeah i know this sounds so poser by the fans of the movies and stuff..
BUT this movie really made me, a mix of feelings

You know when you lay in bed and start remember all the people that was present in your life?
And how the things change? Well, this happens a lot with me.

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Let the people know
Show them
WHO you really are
Dont be afraid
If you want a friend

Keep calm.


I had so much friends in my life ( i'm not that old as you will think)
But i lost all of them.
Yeah, all of them.

I cry almost every night.

But im living, im starting everything again, with new people...trying to keep this new friends and bring some old ones back.

I had a hard time in my life a year ago. My disease was a damn wall in my life..sometimes i get bad again.
And the bad thing is that...no one will know what a i feel.

"I think im starting to get bad again"

With this damn wall, no friends and a feet in my ass.. i was lost.

But nothing is just stones, i had a second crush with the first person i really like.

Fortunately she give me her hand.


I met some people but, i keep bad about this thing that im changing and life is starting to get hard, but i think im in a comfortable place.



I just wish that this things pass...